I realised that I'm not a very consistent blogger. Like I actually hardly blog at all. Although i do find myself in situations that i have things to blog about many times. Nonetheless, here I find myself again, blogging. It feels like time passes very slowly during the weekends and quickly during weekdays for me now. Not that I'm insane or anything, but seriously, i'm beginning to really think that my vocation for national service is Godsent. Seriously. I am like THIS thankful that i'm in this vocation. I've also been thinking of taking up classes to occupy myself and further hone my skills. I'm thinking of doing jazz piano. Either that or maybe learn a new language. But i'm thinking more of jazz piano cos that's something i've always wanted to explore. And apparently they do have graded exams for that! Now imagine that! Having a grade in jazz piano. funky.

Oh, and if you are reading this, Chua Si Hui, you owe Nura and me one big meetup session! I miss you many many siol! We have things to talk about and personal projects to achieve! so yes. CALL ME. okay. Naruto is calling me. I have to go. GOSH I'M TURNING INTO ONE OF THOSE ANIME FREAKS. NOT.

Just applied to University of Sydney instead of ANU. Reason being that I no longer qualify for law school there. They only just raised the bar to at least TWO H2 As. I must admit though that the USyd Law school prof did paint me a very exciting picture of reading law in sydney. I'm actually quite psyched to have this shot. However, lets not all get too excited just in case my bubble gets popped and I don't make it there afterall. But still, at least i've finally applied and have somewhat of an inkling as to where to go. I guess that final prayer really made a lot of difference. I am also gonna be studying Internationalnal and Galobal Studies. I am in NS STILL. okay. random. but i had to do it just to satisfy myself! I'm taking a concurrent degree leading to a Bachelors in International and Global Studies. Before you guys all go o.0??? on me, I&G studies encompasses stuff like anthropology, asian studies, american studies, european studies, cultural studies and so on. Its really quite interesting! well, at least to me. But anyways, I'm really hoping that i get the place in USyd!

New trainee batch comes in on monday. I'm quite excited that I'm gonna have a junior and I won't have to do all the shit work. Okay, maybe I don't already not do the shit work. (thanks James.) But now I get to tell him what to do! heh. Sigh. Sad thing is that I'm now lacking one very fantastic bitching partner. Like who am I going to tease now and have some form of a challenge in return?! I need a new target. Maybe there'll be a few bimbos in the new batch for me to tekan. hmm. right. okay back to Super Smash Bros. Brawl. heh. i am so loving the new Wii.

I toured the entire iluma and bugis junction yesterday thanks to ms Chua Si Hui Candice who walked into EVERY SINGLE SHOP
in the malls. Its been two days of shopping for slippers for me and I have yet to get them. I tried raffles city and the cathay today with Martin but it was still to no avail. Sigh. I also am beginning to fall in love with Astons. Its just sooooooooooo good and cheap. call me cheapskate but hey, army boy gets peanuts from SAF okay. ENGLISH OR GP TUITION ANYONE?! CONTACT ME. seriously. SERIOUSLY! oh and i've decided to just go to serangoon central and buy slippers. Mummy's gonna pay for them. Muahahahaha.

Cordy said i should record down this point of my life where events happening to me are so pivotal. I guess she's right. God is just so awesome with his works in my life. From my uni applications to IDA to UK applications to SMU law interview to my surgery. You can just feel the work of his hand in all these events. Everything i've been dealt has been taken care of by him. I am guilty of worrying unnecessarily. yes. but then again, its only human. I know that now all I need to do for myself is pray and keep faith. My life has been mapped out and I know where I am going.

Dear Timothy Rockstar Yeo.

As you can see now, you've made a bet with your poor fool that you're gonna hit 80 by the end of the year. If you win, the poor fool is gonna be in for a huge loss of income thanks to you deciding on a very expensive place to eat and him having to pay for it. If you lose, the poor fool is gonna be in for a huge treat thanks to you paying for a very expensive meal which he decides to eat. As i sit here typing this very convincing statement as to why you should go downstairs and hit the gym now, I am really praying hard that you will go down and do your exercises. Not forgetting your physio for your knee. Unless you really want to get a knew knee? Nonetheless. You have to go down and exercise. Remember that fat day you had recently? Don't want it to happen again right? So do the right thing and go down and exercise you fat fuck duck! I will be looking forward to seeing you hunky dory you big loveable whale. til then~


Love,
Convincing Mouth.

I really enjoyed yesterday. Yesterday was just spent talking and talking. Lunch with Mr Neo and Keefe, Glenn, Noel was nice. Spent a good time lunching and talking about scholarship applications and whatnots. Then I went over to Keefe's to crash for a bit since we ended lunch at abouts 3.30 and were going to meet Martin at 6.30 at Bishan. So we watched half a movie that was pretty much a waste of time and played with his cute furball of a dog. After which we went to meet Martin and went for dinner at the prata house! Didn't eat much since i was still rather bloated from lunch and then after dinner we walked down to thomson plaza where i went to draw money and shopped for a couple of tees. We then made our way to Liquid Kitchen where we had some drinks and a lot of chat. That was fun. Real fun. I was getting slightly high thanks to our dear alcohol and we were cracking so many stupid jokes and exchanging funny encounters. It was just so relaxing to just chill and talk. Just like the night before where Candice and Nura came over to chill and just chat over bubble tea. I loved the heart to heart conversations we had. As i said, to talk is to enjoy.

Lets cut this short.

GP - A
H1 Physics - A
H2 Econs - A
H2 Math - B
H2 Chem- B
PW - C

i'm satisfied and thankful. Praise the Lord!

I realise how much life is about waiting and making choices. For the past week i've been waiting for everything. From waiting for the night to fall, to waiting to book out, waiting for my dad to pick me up, waiting for the operation, waiting for the medicine, waiting for my wound to heal, waiting for smses, waiting for a call, waiting for a friend. Then comes making choices, choosing what i want to do in uni, choosing what clothes to wear, choosing what i want to eat, choosing which movie to stream. As you guys can see, my life has really become a whole exciting world of boredom. Paradoxical as it is, I really think that within this boredom lies certain sense of excitement and anticipation. Additionally, the sudden surprises that spring up on me are also bonuses to my mundane day. Helping a friend settle issues, talking to friends on skype, watching stupid americans try and survive in tocantins. hmm... maybe i should attempt cooking next.

note to self: do not do push ups when you are trying to recover from surgery. you end up bleeding. seriously timo. why so stupid?

Thank God for bringing me through the 'zeroth' week of army. I can safely say it is rather draining emotionally when you're like locked up on the island and you know that all your other friends not trapped in 'prison' are out there having fun. On top of that, you look forward to being able to book out and then find out that when you book out, your friends are too busy to meet you or would rather arrange things for their own convenience and not yours. some friends these people are eh? okay, i'm so not gonna get emotional over this again. Its not worth it. I am so gonna enjoy my time out tomorrow before i book in. I won't be able to book out til the 19th so guys keep me in prayer yeah? i'm done.

Its the day of my prom. and its also the day before i sell my soul to singapore. yes, i'll be enlisting tomorrow. which means no updates for a very long time. i'm beginning to feel pre-NS jitters and its beginning to get to me quite a bit. I really wish i had support to pull me through this tough time. IDK. maybe i might find it after all. then again, maybe not. All i wish for now is that i have a fun and enjoyable time at prom and not fret too much about tomorrow. Trust in God i say. Trust in God. I won't be staying til the end of prom. I've gotta leave at 11.30 due to my committments tomorrow. but i do hope everyone else there would have a blast and enjoy themselves! okay i'm done here. good day people!

Okay, i'm currently using the computer at terminal three in changi airport! its damn cool la. too bad i'm too tired to soak it all in completely. i'm beginning to feel the excitement of the trip now! can't wait til i see that cousin of mine again. anyways, i better go now. gotta board real soon! i'll try and update if i can in sydney. bye loves!

The weeks leading up to my enlistment have been totally filled and i'm certain now that i am so gonna conquer tekong next year. Anyways, now that the A levels are over and done with, it is kinda refreshing to realise that i've got no more things to study for. Funny, that as i sat and thought just now, i began to feel rather guilty for not doing any work. Then i remember that the A levels are over. It is exciting yet scary at the same time as it means that it is now the start of a new chapter in my life. I am rather uncertain what the future holds for me and where i want to go. But one thing is for sure and that is i'm going into army. RAWR. but come on MINDEF! gimme your best shot. let's just get over and done with this okay?

I've been mugging in school for the past week hence my absence on livejournal. but i have to admit that that is not a very good reason considering the fact that i've been facebooking the entire week. yes people, the rockstar is addicted to facebook once again. I know this comes at a rather inopportune time but who cares. haha. oh i also have to give a shoutout to gaffar who's back! WELCOME BACK TO HUMID AND HOT SINGAPORE! okay, that being said, I'm glad i went out to meet him and my besties last night. It was really a good break of laughter and a big breath of fresh air from all that stale air in the library. Anyways, enough blabbering. I gotta get back to my PJC chem paper. Ciao luv.

Agape means God's Love. Agape is the greatest love known to man. I for one know that parents all have agape. They are willing to sacrifice for their children. I love my parents. Because they loved me first. Just as how I love and live for Christ because he loved me first.

I've like done 21893472182136 chem papers. I forgot to hand in my ACJC paper 3 to miss yap this morning and i rushed to school to hand it in at 5pm. LOL. ALL THAT HARD WORK and i forget to hand in the assignment. My mind is drawing circles and blanks now. Actually my mind is drawing anything but logic. I've been doing science for too long and for too much. Its like melamine. You get sick. Speaking of which, I am sick. Oh and the doctor says i might have to go for surgery (Note: people please don't tag me here asking why, i'm just too darned lazy to respond and yes that means you, Candice and Nurain) But anyways, I'm really gonna work my ass off for the As. I'm so gonna get an A for chemistry man. And mathematics. Econs, is like a motherload of bullcrap. WHAT'S THE POINT OF STUDYING ECONOMICS WHEN THE PEOPLE UP THERE ARE NOT USING IT THEMSELVES. ALL THEY DO IS SAY WE INJECT INJECT INJECT. MORE LIKE THEY'RE JUST PRESSING EJECT EJECT EJECT. stupid economics. stupid economic analysis. Half of analysis = anal. The anus is where shit comes out from. In economics, we have the bull and bear market. But now, they're currently focusing more on the bull market since that's where stocks are falling faster than those abused maids falling out of the windows trying to clean them. (which i think should be banned, btw) Therefore economic analysis is bull + shit. (proven). I need my daily dose of reality tv if not i'm gna go bonkers. Ciao people.




A level Targets
Chemistry   A
Math             A
Economics B
Physics       A
GP                A

Go AABAA!

I'm sitting in the school library now using the new computers they've installed to blog. I shouldn't have come over so early. In case you guys have no idea why i'm in school, i'm waiting for my mock math paper to start. half of me really really feels like just going home and sleep since its quite boring and i'm rather tired. I'm like dying la. my throat is killing me and my mind is just drawing blanks. I have no idea why but its rather scary isn't it? Like the lights are on but no one's home! okay, i'm just exaggerating. I'm freaking tired and i still have lots to do. like shitloads of work. i'mboredboredboredboredboredbored. rahh

Well, just in case all you people out there are wondering where the funk i've been for the past few days, let's try and do a quick recap. The reason why i've been missing from my computer is because i've been busy trying to finish up the letters for graduation day to my classmates. After which i had a largely unsuccessful sleepover and then followed by a very successful viral infection that has now rendered me rather incapacitated to do anything. I feel so lethargic and sadly although my appetite has decreased from what it used to be, it still is rather voracious despite my illness. I also feel absolutely sore all over due to the constant rest. I don't understand why people say take lots of rests, It screws up your entire biological clock. I think i'm going bonkers as well. I sleep with the fan on and with a jacket. Yet i'm still unable to sweat out the fever. But when i sleep with the aircon on and with my jacket and blanket, i precipitate like frigging cyclone nargis! I need to go see a psychiatrist. Like seriously. Haha. Oh and not forgetting the all important A levels that begin in like 20 odd days time. i'm about as screwed as America in a sub-prime crisis.

Anyways, Graduation day was rather successful with all the photo takings as a class and the funny videos created by the tutors. It really is very very cool that our tutors bothered to film themselves just to wish us all the best for the As. Also the cookies, OMG THE COOKIES! -runs to check if they're still in one piece- lol. i put the cookies keefe and ash gave in my bag and had my bag dumped around the entire weekend. whoops. hahaha. hopefully they don't see this. but anyways, i really appreciate the cookies as much as i can't eat them right now:( ohwells, anyways i'm also frigging proud to say that i graduated from the class of 0725! the boy who refused to study in sec 3 and had to repeat has come thus far. What's another few more weeks? I know i can do it. I just have to quit whining and get my act together. after which its party central for the rockstar! so i'll see you guys in a bit? I promise i won't go on a hiatus. My bloggings will still be as random as it is now. TTYL

I bought slippers and shoes from the converse warehouse sale. It was like mad dash shopping for Noel and I. It was also freaking crowded and hot. but i met peiwenwen there! haha. i miss her like crazy la. as in literally she's crazy. but anyways, I realise that i love my blog sometimes since its my source of escapism into my fantasy world. How i'm able to run away from the real world and blog uninhibitedly about my life. Of course those of you reading this post may not actually see all the posts i have. But anyways, I'm sure we all have our own DLS right? Currently i'm becoming an American TV junkie. The fall releases are like smacking me in the face left right and center. With the recent releases of ANTM, TARA, TAR, Survivor, Heroes, Ugly Betty, Private Practice and now i'm gonna start on Reaper. Genny has been trying to influence me to watch GG and Prison Break. I've completely given up on desperate housewives though. Oh and did i mention how much of a darling glenn is to be willing to swap the slippers with me?

See cos we bought slippers at 3 for 20 dollars. I know i'm a bloody cheapo but then so are Noel and Glenn. Anyways, he and I have the same size and he got blue while i got green. So i swapped half a pair with him and so now we each have blue and green! yay. Ying xuan says it looks damn ah beng but i really cannot be bothered? I like it cos its my style and the ahbengsahsengs of the world are welcome to share it with me. I've also begun to start mugging for the As. Like slowly building up my momentum. Oh and Yip Laimeng. If you are reading this, you owe me entertainment hours and ice cream! okay, i'm done talking. Leave people. Wait, leave a comment then leave. heh. kthxbye.